all of this is driving me crazy, not just whats happening in my head but whats happening in reality too.  last night was horrible and then i can’t talk to anyone about it today.  i kind of wish that i could get away for a while, but no.  i’m just going to go to bed, then come home and sleep all over again like i did after school today, it is the only way i have of escape at the moment.

night.

my mind drives me crazy sometimes, and all i want is for things to be back to normal.

my brother is so full of it. god damn it.

my teacher :

do you see this? (holds up manilla folder) do you want your life to be like this? this is not exciting, this is boring, this is plain. what if you went to your friend’s house and their walls were this color? you might as well start calling each other “legal document” and “homework”, it’s like you’re hanging out in a manilla folder. you know what color this is? bone folder, bone folder! i saw it at a paint store once. bone folder.

lol what? but it made for a fun class